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1 month & 1day after I'm posting. Wow, it's been ages!!..  I am so so soooo sorry that I haven't been posting. I'm on Tumblr more now these days though www.lostindifferentways.tumblr.com  How have you all been? I hope you haven't missed me too much. HARHAR I JOKE. Hmm, what's been happening with me? School's been good I guess, I've been having such a laugh lateley, oh, the serious stuff, the work? Yeeee,it's aiiggghhttt. Boys/relationships? I'm still single, I haven't spoke to Davv, I click him up now and again if I'm bored but that's it. Stuff has kind of been happening with me and my best friend, Justin. Can't remember if I've told you about him or not. Well, anyways, he's my best friend, I tell him e v e r y t h i n g. He's always there for me, always cheers me up. He's the type of friend that can see the pain in my eyes while everyone else believes that fake smile:) I've been in love with him ever since I've known him really, 3 years. Even though I've had other boyfriends and thought I ''loved'' them too but nothing compared to Justin. Yeah, so, I told him how I felt and asked him if he thought anything would happen and he said he doubts it cos of how close we are which is understandable. He's the most amazing person ever, look what he said. . .

. . . Isn't he the sweetest? We're just staying as friends though, I think he might be getting back with one of his ex's cos they still have feelings for each other, he's been telling me all about it. I fucking hate her. She messed him about so much yet he still goes back to her? It's upto him anyway and I'm gonna be there for him at the end anyway. Bleeeeh. I'm glad we're still best friends though, and I'll always have feelings and we've seem to gone closer now after everything that's happened, there's too much detail to say everthing. Apart from that, nothing's happening with me or any boys. Now, my social life? Friends? Family? Their amazing!!.. My family are good, my brother is better now by the way, after his appendix and that. As for my friends, their still as crazy as ever lmfao. Still making me laugh, still being there for me. I love them for that. I haven't been going out though much because of school and shit. Hmmm. Thinking back now nothing's really happened. After doing this post I've realised just how much I miss blogging. Kthanksbye.

Y'know when I first had Piczo? I was obsessed with it. You couldn't get me off here. I would be blogging everyday and now I just hardly bother. I feel like I'm letting down everyone but I try to post but I'm either too busy, lazy or I have nothing important to say. If you really wanna get to know me better though, I suggest you LOOK AT MY TUMBLR- www.keerax.tumblr.com  You'll get to know me a whole lot better than me jotting down some words. I'll still use Piczo though. I  l o v e  my followersss:)

I am so so sorry for not posting anything for a while. I'm back in school now, I went back Monday. The summer holidays were actually good. Some good days, some bad, some boring, some funny. You get the picture. The last 2 weeks or something of the holidays I mainly spent with Leah. We've gone so close. Here are some photos from the last 2 weeks of the holidays -

Yeah so there's a few photos. We had such a laugh taking all of those!! Now I'm back in school and it's getting serious now:(  I really have to listen and concentrate this year, I'm in year 10 now by the way. I'm off school today though because I've got a bad stomach. I really wanna be in school though.  Ummm. Im trying to think of what to say. Nothing has really happened but I'm loving life so far. But once again I'm really sorry for not posting anything good, I've just been really busy. Thanks to everyone for following/hyping/commenting. I love you all xxxxxxx

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　My title is so true after what has happened this weekend!
My brother was throwing up alll of Saturday night so my mother took him up the hospital. Turns out he had to have his appendix out.I went up the hospital to see him yesterday and he looked so ill bless him.I hate seeing my brother ill, but I was trying to be strong.I went to give him a hug then, after he gave my mother,father and auntie one and stupid me hurt his side.I must of squeezed him too hard. I felt sooo terrible so then I started crying.I was alright after my mother took me outside though.My mother stayed in over night with my brother so it was just me and my father in the house so he said I could have a friend to sleep over.I went out with Leah then to Mcdonalds and we met Abi there and went out for a bit.We walked loads yesterday! We went to get Leah's stuff then and came back to my house.I ACTUALLY HATE BOYS.This was mine and Dav's conversation on facebook..

Me
who's your status about dav ?

22:00Davv
aww kirsty

22:01Me
are you with her ?

22:01Davv
dont think so

22:01Me
so what you was saying to me the other day dont mean anything then does it?

22:02Davv
no babe sorry  i was just in a state i got alot of things on my mind atm my results are tuesday my peds in the garage

22:03Me
do i give a fuck about your ped thanks for leading me on, not like i got feelings anyway...

22:06Me
...
Davv
sorry

22:06Me
dav your a twat tbh.. thanks for messing me about

and dont say sorry cos you dont mean it

22:06Davv
well i didnt know what was gunnah happen

22:07Me
then why lead me on and say to me ''i do care babe'' and ''your not gonna be messed about'' GOOD ONE

22:08Davv
i really dunno my head was just messed up

we can still be friends

you said you wann be friends any wya (12:26)           Keera: Me
yeah cos you messed me about, i said from the beginning didnt i that i didnt know if i could trust you and i said that i didnt wanna be messed about and i even told you that i fall easily for boys.. but it's alright like cos you dont give a shit, and never did

22:10Me
and i told you why i just wanted to be friends cos i was confusedddd

22:11Me
.......

22:11Davv


22:11Me
no dont go doing stupid faces to me now when you knew what you was doing all along

22:12Davv
well can we just be friends

Me
no we fucking cant .. after alll that and you expect me to stay friends with you? haha i dont think so.. not that you care anyway

22:12Davv
well you said you wnated to stay friends and see eachother round

22:13Me
yes because you was confusing me and you knew that....

22:13Davv
i didnt know i was confusing you

22:14Me
dav i told you the other day you was confusing me...

22:15Me
......

22:15Davv
i dunno what to sya

i just wanna be friends

i dindt think it was gunnah work for us any way

Me
welll you could of told me that in the first place, didnt think it was gonna work? then why the fuck say to me when i asked you did you think anything would happen with us you said yeah .. agghhhh

22:18Davv
well i didnt know

22:18Me
ahhhh dav just fuck offf, you have messed me about so much when i told you that you would didnt i? nice one. asshole


AGGHHHH WHAT A FUCKING PRICK. HE LED ME ON AND THEN HE GOT WITH THAT KIRSTY GIRL LATER ON IN THE NIGHT. AGDFHGJDFGL. COMPLETE AND UTTER ANAL,as me and leah was calling him that last night hahahaha! I'm just so glad Leah was there because she was making me laugh all night and I really needed cheering up:))) I'd be nothing without my girls- Afaf, NIkita, Leah, Abi & Lori ♥♥ I'm off out in a bit with Leah, my brother's home tonight so I've been doing lots of chores. Thanks to everyone for following, hyping and commenting xxxxxxx